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Don't look ahead, just run to me.
Each step will find the next one recklessly.

We'll find ourselves on the safest ledge.

Well pardon me, I couldn't help myself.

On the Safest Ledge - Copeland

Sometimes it's hard to take this transition-like stage of my life seriously. I feel like I have some awkward expiration date stamped on my forehead, which makes it hard for me to commit to anything longer than a television show and perhaps a seated dinner at a real table (I usually eat in my room coupled with a stack of homework and an island of textbooks). I have a few more months here. It seems like a lot of time - who am I kidding, five months is extremely long. But at the same time, I find it a frequent excuse to justify my way out of relationships, jobs, opportunities and responsibilities. I kind of suck at life. Grow up, Natalie. Commit, learn, stumble, start over.


On a positive note, I think I've decided to live in Park City as opposed to Salt Lake City for next year's season.

2 comments:

Diana Smith said...

Love park city! I hope you find it really enjoyable!


Livy Love

ChristineMarie said...

On a not positive note, I HAVE NOT SEEN YOU FOR FOREVER AND IT MAKES ME SAD. RAWR. YES THAT IS A SAD NOISE.

But on a positive note, you look gorgeous. As always.